I'm having to remind myself that I can't rush things; that it takes time to feel confident and competent in a new job; that it takes time to feel settled back into a community after a long absence; and that it takes time to move on from unexpected sadness from an inevitable ending but sad still the same. I have learned from my first weeks back at work that "bit by bit" still equals progress and that moving forward slowly may lead to a stronger understanding and more detailed knowledge. But I'm impatient and I want to stop feeling that everything is new. I've been thinking a lot about what it means to be authentic. John O'Donohue talks about connecting with your inner self in much the same way as I would say being "true to yourself". He speaks about how in our rushed, materialistic lives, we lose connection with our spirituality and hence our humanity - the essence of what makes us human. He talks eloquently about mindfulness, silence, finding your rhythm in daily life, connecting with your inner spirit and soul and, as a result, living kind, gentle and generous lives. My Melbourne Daughter has said this sounds a bit wacky but listening to John O'Donohue's beautiful Irish voice and incredibly beautiful choice of words, his message connects and resonates, comforts and strengthens my heart and feeds my soul. I am listening to his audio book instead of reading before bedtime - very soothing and a good way to end the day. John O'Donohue's audio books are available through itunes and were a beautiful present from Melbourne Jenny. https://itunes.apple.com/us/audiobook/longing.../id679442168
Gardening Australia on ABCTV is always a favourite - full of enthusiasm and handy hints and part of my weekend routine.